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Ailsa
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Time to welcome back a state of mind I thought I had done away with before my father died.  

I am calling it hyper-sensitivity and fragility.  If I hear an angry voice in the street I burst into tears, if I see something even slightly sad in the media I collapse into a puddle of sobbing misery.

It is a very strange state of mind for me.  Until last year I had gone over 30 years without shedding a tear and in a strange way was proud of my self-control.  I now realise that I was deluding myself and was in fact repressing all sorts of pent up feelings.

The problem is I don't actually know how to deal with myself when I am like this as I can't remember how I coped when I was a teenager.
  • Listening to: The Prophet by Queen
  • Reading: Unseen Academicals
  • Eating: burnt offerings
  • Drinking: Cola

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Oraien Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the face!
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FlutterDash75 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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UnicornReality Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch. :)
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ReflectionsByIce Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2010
Thank-you for :+fav: on my Think Pink Angel :hug:
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GreyCorbie Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2010   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favorites!
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morpheus-kitten Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the favs again <3
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StarFreedom Featured By Owner May 14, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the fave. =)

:hug: I appreciate it. ^.^
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morpheus-kitten Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav and the dA watch ^__^
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Duchesse101 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2010
Thanks for the fav! :D
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Duchesse101 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2010
And the watch! :D
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